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justaprettyface) wrote2012-04-30 10:05 pm
justaprettyface) wrote2012-04-30 10:05 pm
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I knew it would be hard being back and seeing him again but I didn't think it would be this difficult. Especially now with the wedding over, it seems to be all I can think about.
What if I was wrong?
No. I love being at the university, it is everything I dreamed of and more. And who knows, maybe after I graduate ... but it's not fair to ask him to wait when I can't promise anything.
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As much as I have loved being in Eblar and seeing my family again and being here for that wonderful, perfect wedding, I know I need to make plans to return to school soon. I don't want my professors to think I was abusing the leniency they showed me. And I did promise to help Luke with his summer research as well.
It will be so hard to leave everyone here again though.
I knew it would be hard being back and seeing him again but I didn't think it would be this difficult. Especially now with the wedding over, it seems to be all I can think about.
No. I love being at the university, it is everything I dreamed of and more. And who knows, maybe after I graduate ... but it's not fair to ask him to wait when I can't promise anything.
[Filter: Public]
As much as I have loved being in Eblar and seeing my family again and being here for that wonderful, perfect wedding, I know I need to make plans to return to school soon. I don't want my professors to think I was abusing the leniency they showed me. And I did promise to help Luke with his summer research as well.
It will be so hard to leave everyone here again though.